I give up. I can't keep fighting anymore. IT wins. My parents are in their room knowing I'm not okay tonight but they'd rather watch tv. Hopefully by tomorrow morning I'll be gone. Of course they won't notice until later on Sunday night. They'll be too busy at church praying about more important things. and as for my "friends"...well I literally have none so I know I won't be missed. Your writing always comforted me and I want to thank you for that. Goodbye xx

Oh god, please don’t. Please, please don’t. This is going to rest so heavy on me; I don’t want you to go. Please.

1-800-273-8255U.S. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline-Please call it.

http://writingsforwinter.tumblr.com/post/40375447157/i-think-i-am-going-to-kill-myself-tonight

http://writingsforwinter.tumblr.com/post/36040171785/heres-what-you-tell-someone-who-wants-to-commit

http://fred-erika.tumblr.com/post/43405491042/i-took-three-parts-out-of-the-poem-so-you-want-to

I’m begging you to stay, to stay for me. For yourself. Please.

From another anon: For that other anon, Please don’t!!! 2 years ago a friend was lost forever, we weren’t close, but that doesn’t mean I wasn’t affected in any way. Her best friends and parents went through hell, they thought it was their fault. Please please don’t do it!       

From vegan-freakk: To your anon, I just wanted to say things get better. It may not seem like it, but they will. I have struggled a lot, and I know what it’s like. If you ever want someone to talk to, I’m here.