I'm not even really looking for advice here.... I just needed to vent it to someone and all of my own friends have their own issues to worry about & I think they're sick of hearing me talk about my mother issues --- I'm sorry if this is a burden, and I'm sorry for loading this onto you as a stupid grey face. thank you for listening at least. it means something. thank you thank you thank you

It was in no way a burden. I wish I could have helped you more, and I hope your therapist is able to help you and your mom even more. I want things to work out for you both.

You’re welcome, love. Anytime. <3