Okay, here’s the plain truth about love:
It’s like a cat.
Sometimes it’s really catty and wants to stay away from you and hides its face and just generally slinks around trying to avoid you.
But other times it’s really warm and genial and wants to be around you, and it’ll purr and rub its head against your leg.
So basically, sometimes love will find you when you want it to be there, and other times you’ll just have to wait a bit for it.
But yes, there’s someone out there wondering what it’s like to know someone like you. And there will be plenty more of those people to come.
Don’t worry. :)