Don’t kill yourself, please. Okay? Don’t. I know it feels like shit, I know it feels awful and terrible and like your heart has been ripped out of your chest and maybe sometimes it feels like nothing at all, and a certain numbness seems to lie over everything like a blanket of snow. Find a reason to live, love. Find it. There has to be one; there is one; there will always be one. Find it, no matter how long the journey takes to discover it. Find it and hold it tight in your fists and never let it go. Life is such a beautiful thing if only you take the time to notice the small details. Life will be beautiful for you soon. And I want you to know- I notice. I don’t know you but I notice. And the very fact that you came to me for help shows that you still have some hope left. There’s still some spirit left in you to fight. So fight. Fight, now, and fight hard. This will be the most important battle of your life and I want you to win.
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