Hold on even when you don’t think you can, because the universe will hold on with you. All the planets will remain in orbit around the solar system, and the earth will keep rotating with respect to the sun, even when the pull of gravity seems too much to bear.
For every time you feel like you’re being pulled down and into the ground, when you want to sink into that ground and remain there forever, just remember all the planets and celestial bodies feel just like you do.
You are not alone. The entire universe is experiencing what you are.
And you will grow and learn and grow again. You will. The universe is constantly expanding and stretching. The fabric of space is widening. And so will you- widen in knowledge, in love, in ideas and healing. You will grow more than you ever thought you could.
It seems impossible to believe at this point in time, because at this point in time you feel stuck, remaining at a single pinpoint in space, never evolving, going nowhere. But you just have to wait with patience until you, too, begin to expand.
It takes time. But the time it takes is so worth it. Because if the universe had rushed itself and had come into being before it was ready, where would we be now? A mess, a disaster? You are not a disaster, even on the days when that feels like your only definition. Even a dictionary cannot encompass all that you are worth.
The universe is filled with dark energy that permeates all of space, yet look how beautiful and magical the universe is.
You may feel full of darkness and struggle and confusion, of exhaustion and disappointment and loss, of not knowing who you are, but you are beautiful and magical too, even with all the dark energy that fills your body.
You are not just a part of the universe. You are the universe.
So remember that.
You were never alone, and you will grow. You will learn and move on and be better.